I've been with my man 6 yrs..4 of them married. The amount of bs that I hve put up with is insane. I do love him clearly or I wouldn't hve stuck around but has anyone gone through insane bs even yrs ago and now is starting to regret "wasting" your life on him? I feel I am but I also know I won't break up our family. idk. I just needed to vent. like I'm becoming a ticking time bomb and just want to choke him out. Even over shit that has happened when we were only dating. idk. maybe this is hormones talking considering I'm 27 weeks along but I don't know what to do. I'm trying to fall back in love with him but everything about him either disgusts me or I want to cold conk him. ugh 😲