Fetal Chromosome results! 😭😭

Divsu • PCOS, annovulation! Two failed IUIs, IVF - 1st FET- miscarried @8 weeks. 2nd FET failed, 3rd FET chemical, 4th - BFP!!

I am so sad right now I got the results of the chromosome test from miscarriage and they came back normal and it was a boy! I am so scared that them being normal changes my chances of ever having another heathly living baby cause whatever is wrong is my body obviously and they cant find it! And then they found out it was a boy and I have always wanted a boy so bad so its like the knife just went in a little deeper!

Ughhhhhh My heart hurts! I have been keeping it together really well until today!