I GIVE UP😢

On my relationship and trying to have a family I can't even get sex from him but 1x every couple weeks while he out late nights doing god knows what probably cheating I am so fed up with this and I feel even worse because my brother and his fiancé welcomed my niece to the world this morning sometimes I feel like I will never achieve what I want in life all I ask is for a happy life relationship family can't even get that forget it just forget it all 💔 tired of being patient tired of being loyal and truthful and it doesn't get me anywhere just stressed and depressed 😢