I am very sad today cause I went to my second appointment and found out my baby has no heart beat. I apparently lost the baby the week after I went in so at 9 weeks .I am supposed to be 12 weeks today the was no heart beat and it was still small. I still have not passed their baby naturally yet there has been no signs so I took it as a good thing.i was wrong very very wrong. It took us 3 years to have this baby. This is my second loss and I don't want to make it all about me cause I know there are other mothers going through the same thing but right now all I can think is why me why again why? The pain never gets any easier every time it's hurts just as bad.