Next Fertility appointment tomorrow 😰

After a year off birth control, a year of trying, a year of tears every month when I get negative tests, a year of seeing everyone around me get pregnant, a year of blood tests, smears, swabs, scans, tablets to be told I'm in perfect order, 1 year of my daughter asking when I'll ever have a baby ... 1 sperm analysis and it all changed ... 1 moment of our dream slipping away and we will probably need IVF. We've had enough Lord, why us? I'm broken over all this.

Tomorrow, I hope, is our next step forward to getting our baby 🙏🏽💓