Having trouble accepting c-section

Lisa

Just wondering if any Mom's/mom's to be felt/feel this way. I'm scheduled for a c-section for July 26th since baby A is now breach. I just feel really bummed out because I wanted to experience labor and the act of actually giving birth. Yes, I know the babies have been cooking in me for 9 months and will be coming out of my body which is beautiful, but to me it just feels like I'm being robbed a bit. After 4 losses, 2 D&C;'s, a laparoscopic surgery to remove an ectopic pregnancy, and 3 rounds of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> to get these blessings I just wanted this part to be "normal".