Ugh.... Fixing to stop thinking so hard

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I am fixing to stop thinking so hard about having a baby because it is stressful. I'm pretty positive that Af is going to show soon I have two or three days left. Cramping moody. And the next sad thing is that i had sex all threw my fertile window until three days after and that was such a waste but atleast I enjoyed it instead of it feeling like a chore. But one day it will happen but not on my time but on God's time I'm going to sit back and enjoy my life until it happens thanks for listening and understanding