Rant! OFFICIALLY DONE!

I just took a test and got a BFN😒. I'm really over it at this point. The feeling i have right now isn't an angry or depressed like the past 11 months of TTC. I really feel like "fuck it" excuse my language. I'm done trying, tracking, timing and doing whatever else I've been overly doing for nothing. I haven't had a drink or anything in a year in hopes of getting my body prepared for a baby! Well this weekend I'm going to let loose and have a few! I just threw away OPKs & every test in my bathroom. If I get pregnant at some point, fine. If not then oh well! This is my final post on Glow! This is getting tossed as well! Good luck to all!!