And so it goes...

Jen • Mom to one very cute little boy conceived with the help of Glow! Avoiding baby #2 for a few years
So AF showed up today... 2 days early, although I have been spotting for the last 3days but ever so lightly that I did have some hope it was from implantation. I have mixed feelings... When I got positive before it was our first cycle trying with bbt and ov tests. So I guess a part of me thought that once my body returned to normal from MC temping and ov tests would be the key again. I know it's our first cycle trying again..so I feel silly that I expected anything but reality just kinda set in thinking shit.... Are we going to be a couple who has to try month after month after month? Which led to me feeling so thankful for you ladies and that we have already made the connections we have. I am just realising I may be in for the long road and I'm scared!