So for me, such an innocent and logical girl, this reaction is really rare. Actually it's the first time i did such a thing. Run away from home for about an hour.

While i was eating my noodles, my younger sister and mother started talking about her period since it was her first time having it, in front of me. I felt discussed for some reason, maybe jealousy since they made it such a big fact, and went in another room to finish my food.

What I was mostly jealous about is the fact that my mother talked like its the first time one of her daughters had her period (as if i never had one), and was so into the topic for first time. I remember when I first had my period, i was the one who asked questions (and that was really difficult and awkward for me) and she didn't even covered them for me... Also for the pads, she just gave me one of the ones she already had. To my sister she bought some nice pink cute ones for her first time. I feel so unfair. I don't know if you can feel me.

So i run away to the nearest shop and bought some new pads (daily, ordinary and night) to myself as my period was coming as well and nobody cared about me. I also bought some shampoo and conditioner as mine was nearly over (i told it to my mom and she didn't even bother asking me again).

I just feel so bad for my mom, about not feeling her older daughters feelings. For the past 2 months both my parents are mostly talking to me in a mad way and don't care about my feelings. My friends are some evil stalkers and traitors. My best friend mostly talks about her life (especially her love life) and i feel awkward changing the topic into my problems. Generally i just want to break my phone and all electronic devices and run away forever. Nobody cares for me and i am always a problem to everyone so I will make them all a favor.

Ps. Don't ask me to sit and talk with anyone, especially my parents. I always do and it never works. I am ending up the bad one always even though I am mostly right...