Today I was down because AF came. We had been TTC after last months miscarriage. I had a bunch of weird symptoms (nausea, CM, hot flashes) and thought it had happened this month. All I did was whisper to him that AF came while he was taking a nap. When he woke, he called me to him and held me for a

while. He reassured me it's okay that it didn't happen this month and he's happy that we'll be trying again soon. The most powerful thing he said was that we're in this together. He massaged my feet when my cramps got bad. His mom made me dinner then a hot cup of my favorite tea. He sat in bed and ate chocolates with me. Then he took me to a movie that I knew he wouldn't enjoy, just because it made me happy. I am so grateful to God to be married to this man, and one day (God Willing) will be honored to have our child. Until it happens for us, I am just going to savor every moment that it's just us two. Why focus on tomorrow when today is so sweet? I've resolved to focus on the blessings I have while waiting for our little blessing.

For all you ladies who are struggling with the same thing - hang in there! I, too, so desperately want a baby but I believe the stress of TTC puts too much pressure on our bodies and minds. Our blessings will come but right now let's focus on what we have instead of what we don't have.

Side note: my husband is far from perfect, he just really stepped up today :)