Do you ever feel like a supporting character in your own story? Like everyone is better at being friends with your friends and you're just the less important one that no one really cares about?

None of my friends go out anymore, and if they do it's with other friends so I no longer have a social life.

I'm struggling so much right now to keep my head above the water but I don't see the point anymore. I'm trying to focus on me, on God, but I am hurting so much; I don't know what to do anymore...