Everything that could have gone wrong, has gone wrong. I finally have my fertility appointment tomorrow morning after a year of TTC our second child..

But last week I got a letter from my insurence company that they are dropping me and my daughter.

😫

To go onto my husbands insurence (since I work from home) will cost us to much where it will take his almost whole paycheck.

Now I'm feeling like I shouldn't go tomorrow because finnAcially, I feel like we might struggle.

I hate to make the kids we have now (our daughter and his daughter) suffer or live without things because of my own selfishness with wanting another baby..

my heart aches for another baby. I've always wanted two kids and while I do have two kids with my step daughter, it's just not the same. 😩

I had a miscarriage last year and ever since then I've been determined to get pregnant.

I'm just feeling so many emotions tonight. I really want another child and the help, but if we have no insudence, I can't afford this :( and i hate to make us struggle because of my own selfishness.

Ladies kind words are needed.. please. 💔