Fetish

Recently out of curiosity I joined a kik group about pee fetish. Someone PM'd me asking to see me pee. So I filmed myself peeing. It was an instant turn on I can't even explain it. I have no interest in watching others pee, being peed on, Peeing on other people or drinking it. None of that but the second I film myself and send it to someone I'm instantly so turned on I struggle to not touch myself. Now every time I pee I film myself doing something different.

I'm mortified by it but can't stop. What's wrong with me? Am I disgusting and weird?

No judgement please 😅