TTC after loss

I'm TTC after the loss of my DD in February. She was born healthy but due to problems at the hospital, she died the day she was born.

My doctor said I could start trying again if I felt ready. DH and I both really want another child so we're in our 4th cycle TTC now. I wanted to know if anyone else is TTC after loss and how they're coping with the stress of TTC and their grief at the same time.

I'm desperate for a baby and I'm finding it really hard to take the disappointment every month I'm not pregnant on top of how heartbroken I am over the loss of my daughter.