Not a good woman but I take care of you and your kids

Ruth

So I've been in this relationship for about to be 3 years, but I've known him since I was 13 I'm now 23 . He used to be very caring and loving towards me but that's all in the past now . I've made some mistakes with whom i have trusted and that's hurt our relationship but I don't think that still gives him the right to abuse me . (He has two beautiful daughters that I have been raising as my own, they don't live with us so we only see them 3 times a week.)

I work at a store doing shipment from 5-10 am. Recently I got out of work and I quietly got into the car and we drove off. KEEP IN MIND FUYS I WAS QUIET. And he tells me that Sunday(today) we were going to a kids birthday party and that I better not bother him or be calling him while he's with his friends. I told him that if that was the case then for him to take care of his children since they were going to be there with us. OH MAN he went off....😐😐😐

He proceeded to insult me by saying that I was not a good woman, that I'm lazy, that I'm always bitching, and that I should just leave his house. MIND YOU !!!!! I take care of those girls while they are here. Not because he asks me too, but because I love those girls like if they were my own and I want to be there for them. I also cook and clean for this man and work two jobs.

And for those wondering I don't have kids of my own. I had a miscarriage a couple of weeks ago because of the emotional stress I was under and all the fighting ! (I also have depression and anxiety)

I've tried to leave twice before but he some how fools me into thinking that things are going to change .