Okay, sorry this is long but I've just got to share so that I don't explode. So I never have feelings for anyone ever (I think it has something to do with my depression) but THIS GUY 😍 We met last year at school & talked when we saw each other there but were usually too busy to do much, but now we've been talking all summer. There was clear interest, but I'm not going back to that school next year, so I was pretty sure nothing could come of it. But he was just on a trip with his fam & had a layover in my city & legit just decided he wasn't going to fly home. He ditched his flight & texted me & was like "hey pick me up we're hanging out this week because I want to see you". & we proceeded to spend the best week together. I told him he was insane & he was like "yeah honestly I didn't know what I was doing. I just had a really strong feeling that it would be a good week so I went with it & hoped you would too cause or else it was gonna be a really weird week alone.." 😂

And also, he knows about all my anxiety and depression and the fact that sometimes I'm not even sure what's real, so he was so careful. He made sure to say that he wanted to make sure I was comfortable and would tell him if I was feeling out of it, because he didn't want to kiss me or do anything if I wasn't feeling 100% not-anxious and present. Because "if you don't feel present or you're not grounded in reality in the moment, you can't truly consent or enjoy it, and that's not okay." 😍😍😍 ok just had to share because I don't even know what to do with this boy but it was a pretty perfect week