I've been TTC for a year and 3 months. Sadly to say I'm over it. While TTC I have experience 3 miscarriages one in which was ectopic and I lost my right tube. Tired of seeing people that weren't trying or don't want kids have them. Tired of friends being so careless and having multiple abortions when they know I'm trying. I just can't anymore. I cry if I get my period I cry if I don't. Honestly Im just done. Mentally and physically. I have a beautiful son and step son who are a couple of weeks apart from each other im just going to focus on them. I will be cheering the rest of you guys on but I think I'm out for a while maybe for good. I don't even think I'd be happy if I got pregnant now because I would spend the whole time worrying. I went to a wedding this weekend had sum wine danced my heart out and I'll be going to Six Flags this weekend. Going to have a good summer this year unlike last year when I spent all Sumner pregnant and having surgery or recovering from misscarriages. This journey has been one of the worst in my life and I honestly wish I never wanted another child. 😢😢 #venting #gladigotitout #babydusttoyouguys