I'm on day two of my second trimester and I just got so much news today that my heads going to explode.

First off, the good news:

IM HAVING A GIRL!!! I've been convinced for weeks that I'm having a little princess and I was right! Sweet baby Brighton should be here in 6 months!

Now, my fiancé and I split up last week. It's been coming for a while now, he was the only one in shock due to denial. Either way, I'm hoping we can built a friendship and mutual respect for one another so we can raise our baby together peacefully.

However, after the call about my genetic testing, I got a second call to tell me of abnormalities in my Pap smear. Apparently I'm at a high risk of contracting hpv. Also, my ph levels are off so I'm being put on medication. As for the potential std? They're repeating the Pap smear in 16 weeks. Funny enough, this is the same std my mom had when she was pregnant with me.

I've been tested in the past and I've always been negative. The only person I've had sex with in over a year was my ex fiancé. Did he give this to me? If so, was he cheating on me? Or did he always have it?

I'm so overwhelmed, confused, and terrified. Who wants to find out they may have a disease ever, let alone while they're pregnant..