I'm so fucking annoyed. Tired of not having a normal cycle and getting my period when I should. I stopped taking my birth control after 11 years at the end of March. My period hasn't been normal since.. I know I've only been trying for a few months but I haven't wanted anything so badly in my life and there's 14 and 15 years olds getting accidentally pregnant out there. It's just not fair. Im just getting heartbroken about this.

I took a pregnancy today and it's negative. I only had one positive ovulation test on July 5. Then two days later bled for all of a day and a half. Now I started bleeding today.. what the hell is going on?! I'm sick of this. So fucking sick of all of it. Idk if I should just stop trying and have fun or what.

This is just getting overwhelming and heartbreaking and I'm sick of being so let down.