Please advise!

I'm 38 never been pregnant. I stated to feel weird about a week ago and took a test. To my surprise, a faint faint line appeared indicating pregnancy. I took the other one the next morning, it was fainter; barely visible. I figured I was nuts. I waited 5 days and took 3 digital and one analog test today - AND when to planned parenthood (they wouldn't do a blood test, just another urine, I figured what the heck I'm here. The girl was almost laughing at me, and told me the test was negative. BUT the three digital tests came back "pregnant" and after planned parenthood I came home, and with whatever urine I had left in me, I took an analog one, that while faint has a crossed blue line. Basically, I'm no closer to knowing if I'm pregnant this evening than I was this morning. Tears of joy, turned to tears of sadness, then to doubts that maybe planned parenthood a test wasn't either sensitive enough, or the tech who looked 10 didn't let it incubate long enough (I heard that can result in a false positive). My real gyno can't se me until august 10th - so not sure what I should do until then. Celebrate, cry, tell my husband, say nothing? This is overwhelming. Anyone been through anything like this? Thanks!