I'm 19 and a nursing student.

I've always had a love for children. I've been babysitting since I was 10. It's just in my DNA. I love caring for others. I'm a full time CNA right now. I start up college again next month.

My boyfriend and I have been together for over a year now and I love him to pieces. He's my everything and more. He just turned 27 and is a college graduate with a bachelor of science in law enforcement but minored in psychology and works in social work right now.

We are so baby hungry it is rediculous. I have at least 2 years left of college before I become a RN. I just want a baby so badly.

It's very difficult to say no. I had Nexplanon inserted a couple months ago and will have it for 3 more years. I'm not sure if that's what is altering my thinking, since I didn't want a baby so strongly in March. I don't know what's wrong with me. My boyfriend and I always joke around about getring pregnant and then remind ourselves that I have to wait until I am stable in my career.

I was raped at 16 and had a miscarriage so that could also make me wish to have a baby and get pregnant I guess since I'm with my dream man.

What is going on? It's becoming too strong. I see a baby when I'm out and my ovaries literally rip out of me and plead for a baby. It's so rediculous. I grew up in a not so healthy family so I guess part of me wants to provide a child with acceptence and love that I didn't receive as a child?

What is your opinion?