I lost my sweet baby. I heared the heart beat and then I lost the baby in my home.. I seen it and held it. Tmi. sorry. I'm in utter loss. I tried 3 years for this baby and now I'm back to ttc again. My doctor told me ttc in two months. But I'm stuck on what could have been not try again. I had to get a d&c; yesterday and I physically feel fine but emotionally I just cry all day. I don't have anyone to talk to about it and my partner just keeps saying we'll try again but I spent 3 years for 8 weeks of excitment and now I have to start again... I'm lost. MY heart is shattered with the reality of it really being gone. I prayed every night for a healthy pregnancy and I talked to my baby every night and now I lay there just crying. One of my only friend is pregnant and her due date is the day after my due date. I haven't spoken to her since I found out the baby was dead. I feel like a horrible person as her womb grows a happy little baby and mine is empty again.