This seems almost impossible 😞😞

I'm going on 25 and yes I've still very young but trying to conceive for almost a year now is heartbreaking. As per my doctor medically there is nothing standing in the way of conceiving and my boyfriend already has a child so we know that he's fine too, which is more heartbreaking to believe I'm the issue. I know some say the best way to try is not to try at all but knowing that this is something we really would like makes that so hard. I've had irregular periods almost all my life but after a fibroid removal and months of birth control they began to regulate (and that surgery was 2014). This just seems so impossible and I'm starting to get really frustrated and discouraged! Especially we EVERYONE around me, sneezes and pop up pregnant! 🙄😞