You just don't understand.

Unless you've been where I've been, you wont understand how I cant give up on him.

How no matter how many times he pushes me past my limit, worry's me, hurts me, I can't give him up.

All of the things we've done for him, bought for him, just to make him happy....

I've been trying to get him to change for three years but it isn't working.... maybe one day...

He's an asshole.

He's my asshole.

He's polydactyl and gets litter caught in his paws and smears it all over the bathroom and attacks me when I shower.

I can't give up on him. I can just hope he'll

change eventually.