Today we've been TTC for 4 months. Today was my day to test and I got yet another BFN. I had really been thinking I was pregnant. Honestly. So seeing one line hit me hard, and I've just had an awful day since. I've even had thoughts of just stopping this journey. Because it just effects me so much. I have two toddlers from a previous marriage, and hate that my husband is feeling like this is his fault. Ugh.