Anxiety takes over my life

Looking for ladies to talk and vent to. My anxiety gets so bad sometimes I have an asthma attack. I just can't stop it no matter how hard I try and I'm always tired because it keeps me up at night almost every night. Me and my boyfriend live together and he never understands why I can't just lay down and fall asleep. It's because my minds running a thousand miles a second. I also just feel depressed or just pissed about stupid stuff I just make up in my mind and then me and my boyfriend fight and he doesn't understand that I can't control these feelings! I really hope I'm not the only one here.