Time to worry

My partner and I have been trying to get pregnant for about well this was my 7th cycle.

My partner actually had leukemia last year and came into remission January this year.

So the past 6 months have been quite nerve racking as in the first 6 months you could go back out of remission quite easy.

So this month we made the six month mark and it was like a this huge weight was lifted off our shoulders.

Also remarkably he remained fertile which was the best news as he wanted to try to conceive naturally but we had the option of IVF still.

Anyway he went to the doctors about a week and a bit ago to get some antibiotics as he has no immune system ATM and picks everything up .

He went back to the doctors today and the doctor thinks that the leukemia has come back .

We find out on Monday if it has or not

I'm petrified that it has but like I said to him we bet it last time we can do it again.

I'm sorry about my long winded story I just needed to get it off my chest .