Regret !

Here it goes I've had three abortions but the last one I regret everyday and now o can't get pregnant we have been trying for years and nothing I feel like I'm

Being punished for what I did I really want to have a baby and I feel like something is missing from my life my other half says he wants kids but never really says o it's baby making time or anything like that Im at a dead end I think I'm being punished for what I did and it's never gonna happen to me 😐