trigger warning (not ttc or period related)

Amanda 💋

last night I saw the guy who raped me 3 years ago. I thought he would still be in prison since it took the police a year to even make an arrest bc there was no DNA he left in me plus I was on my period at the time. I was at work and saw him in line at another register (I work at Wal-Mart as a cashier) it really scares me bc he raped again after me and held a girl at knife point and I think he cut her too I can't remember but he raped her in her car then kidnapped her, she got away and soon after he was arrested. I see now that it's okay to rape women bc nothing serious will happen even with having a rape kit and video of him holding a girl against her will and DNA in her rape kit. this is why most rapes aren't reported bc nothing is done about it and it's okay bc it's the woman's fault. I had pretty bad bruises from him holding me down and it hurt. why is rape Okay? Why do they not get punished for it or have anything serious happen? oh but if you get caught with weed you get locked up for years, so drugs are bad but rape isn't? How does that make sense? sorry I'm upset and just ranting. thanks for reading if you did