Need help 😩😭πŸ˜ͺ

Found out I'm having a boy today. 17 weeks and 1 day. I went to first peek ultrasound (not sure how accurate they are) and I'm devasted. I really wanted my girl since I already have my boy. And my boyfriend wanted a girl even though he already has 2 and an older son. Tying to coupe . I feel horrible that I feel like this. πŸ˜žπŸ˜” Anyone else felt like this?Β