confused

Anne

yesterday was my most fertile days,I feel like my vagina is so wet so I masturbated...I was so wet and horny while playing,(I don't feel orgasm for so long but I do enjoy the sex while I'm on it or when I'm playing)...the thing is,I had cum though I don't feel I had orgasm that day and when I sent it to my man,he was like thinking I had fuck with someone and it was a cum from a man coz he never seen this while I'm playing on my self..so I had to send the video on him and he was amazed,but now he always encourage me to do it again but I can't...it's like you cannot tel yourself to bring something out of you in pressure right?!..but now we're ok,and settled all those negative thinking