Due Aprox. November 26th.. if it's not one thing, it's another.

So this is going to be a little long but I'm hoping for some encouragement and/or some of your stories.

Let's start off this way..

I am 22 years young, I have two girls; oldest 5y and youngest 16m

I'm currently 21+3, hoping for a boy so I can be finished!!

I had my 20week ultrasound yesterday.

I found out the great news that I am expecting a beautiful baby boy.

While laying there I am never taking my eyes off the screen and getting nervous for every minute the tech is lingering around the heart of my baby boy.

My eyes are not professionally trained to see stuff but even I seen that there was something not right. Trying to brush it off with the excitement of the blessing I am receiving(getting my boy)

I went hope and announced the news to my friends and family.

Bed time came had my girls tucked into bed and I'm tossing and turning. Stressing so bad I'm getting contractions.

Today I wake up and pack up the truck and we are about to head to the water park. I receive a phone call from my Ob.

She says "we found the left side of the baby's heart to be under developed and that's about all I can say, you will be getting a call from a specialist within the week, you will no longer be seen here at our clinic you are now considered high risk and will be seen in the new place with specialized Ob's"

I love my Ob she's so straight to the point whether or not it sounds demanding. I've had her for all three pregnancies so far. Well I'm going to miss her so much.

I told my friend from middle school because her son was diagnosed with I-Tga and she knows a lot and she walked me through what she went through with her son and calmed me down and told me if it's not just nothing that it may sound like HLHS(hypoplastic left heart syndrome) well I've been looking it up and it's answered some questions but I'm still having issues about. It freaking out.. I keep thinking "if it's not one thing it's another"

And

"I knew this pregnancy has been going too good"

I have a past with both pregnancies with my girls of incompetent cervix. I went into preterm labor at 16 weeks ended up on weekly progesterone shots and strict bed rest and 2weeks of hospital stay. And I have been so excited about making it this far and now I am so scared because now it could possibly be something even worse..

I'm looking for words of encouragement or some personality stories!! Anything helps!! Thank you ❤️💔❤️💔❤️💔❤️