Baby shower?


Does anyone not have a baby shower? its our first rainbow baby so i wanna celebrate but all my friends and family are living very far away (at least 5-9 hrs fly), i only have my husband's side nearby :( sad and just wanna rant a little bit.

Btw i bought everything we need for baby so pls dont judge that i expect anything from the shower, i really just wanna celebrate something for this baby coming soon...:)