Here's a list of the things that she does to me and none of my other siblings (I have 2 brothers and a sister)

•calls me out on my weight and tells me I need to be on a diet because I'm too fat

•doesn't let me wear the kind of clothes I want or shoes (refuses to buy me trainers and wants me to get "more girly" shoes

•tells me I should be embarrassed and want to have my self harm scars removed

•looks through my phone at my texts and demands to know who I'm texting while I'm on my phone

•always points out spots, acne and stretch marks and looks at me in disgust when I wear clothes which show them

•consistently goes on about how poor my school grades are (even though I have been struggling with mental health issues which caused my grades to drop)

•gives me the silent treatment when I do or say something to upset her

•openly tells me in front of the family I am her least favourite and gets annoyed when I get upset

•get annoyed when I tell her what she does makes me feel sad

•told me the reason she had to go to the hospital was because I was mentally ill and it was causing her to get ill

•degrades and hates on each of my friends to me because she has to pick which friends I'm allowed

•has decided which uni I'm going to and says I'm not allowed to move out if I choose to go somewhere else

•laughs and jokes about things that she knows I'm really insecure about just to get my other siblings to laugh

•forced me to tell her what I talk about with my therapist and psychiatrist after each sessions

•does not allow me to talk about her with my therapist

•manipulated me to get discharged from my psychiatrist and now she says "you can't use your mental health as an excuse anymore" even though I am still ill and need support

•tells me "you are going to think you were such a silly child" when talking about my mental illness.

I'm 17 (18 in 2 months) and I can honestly tell you the way she feels makes me suicidal. The hard part is sometimes she can be lovely, but then those other times mentally and emotionally destroy me and I'm not sure how much more I can take. I just want to know I'm not crazy and that's not how a mum should treat her daughter. 😔❤