Heart broken and confused

So this week has been so full of joy and excitement after a year of TTC and a few losses we got three bfp! AF was a week late I had the symptoms everything was great tell about 230 this am ... Went to go pee and blood no cramping but bleeding prayed it was implantation cried a bit and went back to sleep woke up at 600 nothing on the pad still bleeding when I wipe no cramps nothing its been a hr still nothing on the pad just now brownish blood when I wipe but some cramping I'm heart broken .