Anyone not trying but not being careful either?

Jess • I have had 9 pregnancies, 2 resulting in my children. My last loss was April 24th and I was 3 months.. was the hardest thing

Me and my partners most recent loss was our most devastating. The babies due date is in October, my partner decided to try again in October and not any time before then. But last month there were a few times he wouldnt use a condom then days where he'd put one back on again. Its hard as I feel as though I wont feel complete again until Im pregnant but respect his choice. He's already not been careful again this month although not in my fertile stage just yet.. Is there anyone going through similar and would like to buddy up? As I dont feel like I completely fit into TTC just yet. Would be lovely to chat to someone who can relate deeply xx