Am I a bad mum

Kayleigh

Ok so I have a 9 month old daughter and I was so happy and excited when I found out I was having her Iv just found out that the baby I'm now pregnant with is a boy and I spent all last night crying I was so excited when I found out I was expecting again and I had a name chose out and was really hoping it was gonna be a girl and so was my partner and the second I found out it's a boy I honestly felt so disconnected from the baby and just felt upset and disappointed..... Am I a bad mother for feeling this way