My boyfriend said he's going to go visit his friends in October and November and honestly I'm NOT HAPPY ABOUT IT. Some of them are also coming here in September.. I just honestly feel like I don't even want to speak to him when this stuff is going to be happening. Guys flirt, guys go to strip clubs and get drunk and hook up with sluts.

My Boyfriend, is also my neighbor. We have been dating for a little less than a month but talking for about 5 months in total. I know he has a life, and he used to be in the service so I know he built some really strong friendships but like I'm already pissed that he's going to be going.

I trust him completely but then I've also been in relationships in the past that have taught me to trust no one.

He was asking me why I wouldn't talk to him and he told me he would call me and talk to me when he's gone. But I don't even think I'm going to want to speak with him. I'm not okay with him going and idk why. I can't quite put my finger on why.

I'm just a crazy jealous bitch.