touching yourself?

I've never done it and I have a boyfriend , but never really was interesting in touching myself for pleasure.. I have a weird thing to where I hate my vagina so should I try it? My boyfriend and I don't have sex much and I'm always horny so any tips or opinions on what to do.. I barely have sex and I'm embarrassed to talk about it that's why it's anonymous.. I barely have sex more then 3 times a week, and I just love getting off so any opinions ?