Blowjob

Suva • I hate blowjobs. My partner wants it.

My guy asks me for Blowjobs. Sometimes he holds my hand and papmers me to getting a nice blow. BUT..i find blowing gross. I have done it once or twice previously, but just the feeling of putting it into my mouth for minutes...turns me off.He is a master foreplayer, though; he almost eats my vagina to my pleasure!! How can I change my perception about Blowjob? How do I start feeling good abt giving him blowjobs. Plz help.