So as it comes closer to seeing him I get more and more scared and not like I'm scared my feelings will change because I know they won't I'm just scared that once he sees me his feelings will change and I definitely don't want that to happen because I'll be so heartbroken 😭 but I have a feeling he'll love me more when he sees me just the thought of him being in town I wanna cry I'm so excited and the worst part is I have no idea what to wear or how to do my hair like I really don't know but it's a good ways away I'm just excited most of all