not sure what to do my ex and i dont think will ever work but of course i love him have a sweet spot for him and we had sex the other night i told him not to go inside me and he did straight up i tried to push him off but he held me there. im pretty pissed. i dont want to have another baby definitely not with him. i was the idiot thag openned my legs to him. hes probably going back to jail here soon and hes always been a cheater... ive always been against the day after pill but i think i need to... suggrstions??