Am I weird?

So I have to admit before starting my post that I am already nervous about sharing this part of my life, but so many of you ladies are always so supportive of each other in your struggles and various other parts of our lives, so I feel like I can trust you to be open and real with your answers (and hopefully not mean because I'm super sensitive).

Besides my husband and a very select few close friends no one knows this about me but here goes...I LOVE to be spanked! You might be laughing at me, but I don't mean I enjoy a smack every now and then, I mean I constantly crave spankings 24/7. Until the 50 shades of Gray craze came out I thought I was weird, but seeing how most people consider that a form of S&M; or BDSM I still think I'm weird. I'm not interested in being tied up and all that other shit, but I want my husband to bend me over his knee daily and spank me until I can't sit down the rest of the day without squirming around. So I honestly want to know is there something wrong with me or do others feel this way? TMI... I usually can't even have an orgasm if he doesn't spank me during sexy time. I feel so awkward having this "super kink" because I was spanked as a child and loathed it. So why am I so turned on by it as an adult? In fact, my husband would go as far as to say I am completely obsessed with being spanked.