I want a baby so bad. My husband and I agreed to wait seeing as we literally just got married. On July 1st. We have talked about it quite a few times and agree to wait and save up a little more and enjoy being married for a little bit first. But I want kids so so bad. We have one friend who found out she is expecting a couple months ago. And I just found out today that another friend and also my brother and his wife are expecting. I am happy for everyone but at the same time there is this overwhelming sense of jealousy and envy. Because I want that. It makes me feel horrible and selfish but I can't help it.