I am just so angry and emotional!! I want answers to why my ex did everything he did to me!! Why he abused me, why he lied to me, why he's sending me text messages that he still loves me! It just make me so angry and I just want answers!! Why he couldn't just grow up and be a man!! Why couldn't he just go to counseling? Why did he try to get me to lose my job I desperately work so damn hard for? I'm so angry with him but I still care and love him very much...I've just been ignoring his calls...and now no calls from him at all... Am I wrong for feeling this way? I'm so confused...I feel so lost😢