Are you secretly wanting to ttc?

Baby fever. Two words that make you feel excited and stressed at the same time. 
​I'm wondering if there's anyone else out there either with or without kids, who wants another baby, and their partner doesn't know! 
​Personally for me, I have two kids from a previous relationship and been with my boyfriends now fr a year and a half. Me already having hildten makes our relationship a lot more mature and grown up like then most people out age. 
​I'm in my mid twenties now and starting to lose the battle over baby fever, I feel I'm ready but too nervous to express how I'm feeling to others! 
​So is ttc a personal topic between partners or anyone ever just take it into their own hands? 
​Share your ttc secrets big or small here,???☺️