The silent struggle

S.A.M • Mommy to twin girls!!! 🎀🎀

Little does anyone know I am silently struggling with PCOS. It's a constant daily struggle that I suffer with on my own. There are good days and I am thankful for my family and friends. But little do they know, Each morning I am again reminded of my PCOS as I have to shave my chin and neck, making sure to get as close to the skin as possible so nobody can notice. I have perfected the way I use my coverup to hide the razor scars everyday of my life. I pray each time I use the bathroom to see some red spots for the beginning of my period that I never have. I skip out on sweets and bagels generous coworkers provide almost on a weekly basis. And the worse part is not knowing if I will ever be able to do what every woman is supposed to be able to do, I don't know if I will ever become a mother. It silently kills me everyday of my life. Thankful for this community to share my story and hear from others. 🙏