Just need somewhere to rant

keesha

I'm almost certain I'm being emotionally and occasionally physically abused from my parents. I'm just going to share this post because I dont trust anyone around me enough to tell them what's going on. I asked my mom if I could go to lunch with a friend. And she says I can't because "she lives too far away" which Is a complete lie. She lives a 12 minute walk away from me. I told her I can get a ride but she starts yelling at me about how she doesn't trust me to go EAT LUNCH. she started yelling and yelling about how she thinks I'm meeting guys there. But she has no evidence of me doing anything of that sort. Yesterday I tried talking to her about my life and how this guy likes me. And now she can't trust me enough to go eat lunch. she doesn't want me to even talk to guys and I'm in Highschool. Everytime I don't meet up to her dumb high expectations or make a small mistake, she yells and hits and pulls MY HAIR + threatens to tell my horrible dad so he can punish me for the lies my mom tells. I usually hold my feelings in cause I know that if I defend myself she'll just find ways to ruin my self esteem even more than usual. But I couldn't take it anymore, I yelled and yelled for 15-20 minutes. And she tried to play the victim saying "I buy you everything and this is the treatment I get" and cries. She uses the fact that my family has money to repeatedly bring me down. I can rarely leave the house. They just play the victim and favor my younger sister. How can I get out of this situation. I'm technically still a minor and I need to get out of this as soon as possible