As I sit here on a Saturday morning, waiting for the results from some blood work done on Thursday, with every possible though racing through my mind (what will the results say? How will my doctor tell me? Is something wrong with me? What will my husband think? How will I tell him if something is wrong? What will my family think? Am I a disappointment? Will I ever be a mom?) I see this video pop up on my Facebook newsfeed.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=H6F_7-sijLA

Please go watch this and have a box of tissue next to you. We are not alone in this. We don't have to be alone and we don't have to be quiet. For all you ladies who got pregnant without trying, who tried for 1-2 months and got pregnant right away, thank you for being the hope and the little light knowing this can happen. For all you ladies struggling to get pregnant, know your not alone. Know that God has a plan for all of us that is greater than anything we can imagine. I hope one day I get to experience all the emotions of being a mom. All the ups, the downs, and everything in between. But for now I sit here, ignoring all the things racing through my mind, and thinking about that day I will hold my baby for the first time.